BDR Prison Story. "Lessons are Blessings too"
As I sat at the precinct, in a cold cell the size of a New York City
apartment, the band on my wrist read “Robbery.” I asked myself “what’s this? What
does this mean? Is this my life? Is this whom I become? All I could think of is
all that I ever aspired to be: a Businessman, an Entrepreneur, and a Young
Mogul, someone that inspired others to live out their dreams. A young man whose
purpose is bigger than himself. I asked myself how I ended up in such an
unlikely situation, in which I didn’t foresee. I couldn’t yet figure this out
because I couldn’t grasp my thoughts. This was a dream to me.
Until I was called to see the judge and I was told I was being charged
with “Robbery’ and server other chargers. My bail was 15,000. My mind was racing, I didn’t know what to do or how to feel. I did what I knew best, I stood up
kept my head up and told myself man up and I did just that. I got my thoughts
together and realized I have allowed my demons to take control of my life. I
realized that I allowed myself to become all that I once said I wasn't. Funny
right? Sometimes in life you have to become everything you’re not to become one
with yourself.
Once I realized this I understood the meaning of my life. I realized
that I wasn’t this person that was sitting in this cell. I realized that this
was all just a wakeup call. God wanted to show me something and I was well
aware of the signs. I was also aware of the “BDR” that was written on the wall
of my cell across from me as I laid on the top bunk at The House of
Corrections where I spend the remainder of my time. In that moment I knew BDR
was bigger than me. My brand was where I needed to focus all my energy, in order to become all I aspired to be. God will rearrange your entire life to
show you what’s for you, pay attention. I did.
“Lessons
are Blessing too” - BDR
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